Two years... I have been here for two years. But I just can't do this to myself anymore. I've tried but no more. I want no more. I want to go. I need to go. The askbox is always open. I do see what's in it and I'll reply. That's a fact. Someday the dream will fade away. That day is today. I know this is selfish but... This is my story and this is how I want it to end. I may be gone but I'm always with you guys in spirit. If you need me, I'll still be there.
If we ever get separated, just whistle. I'll come running. I promise.
i don’t want to be your sun.
i will be
( the moon )
because i want to see
e v e r y t h i n g
i want to see you
v u l n e r a b l e .
you cannot see in the dark, love.
but i can, and i will love all of you.

judgement - ⌈ The Judgment Arcana, in tarot, is associated with realizing one’s calling, gaining a deep understanding of life, and a feeling of acceptance and absolution. ⌋
A young girl that has fallen from grace. Her wings stripped off and purity gone. She is the middle ground. The balance between darkness and light. There is no definite side she is on. She goes with whatever mood she's in.
She has no personal liking with neither the sun or moon. There is nothing she can affiliate herself with but she doesn't care. Youngest of the three but a pride in herself stronger than the other two combined. she is no caretaker of the night or walker of the day. She waits in the moments when night and day touch. Dawn. Dusk. Ecplises. That is what she loves.
Though she is neither and absolute good or evil, she still watches over and shines bright in the sky no matter what time of day it is. She is the creation of what dark and light combine. She is the song of fire and ice. She is the star that never leaves the sky.
She is the morning star.

"the arcana is the means by all that is revealed"
Indeed home is where the heart is. This is my realm. My sanctuary. It's occupants: my saving grace. They are my purpose and I am their eternal star.
Together with Sooyoung and Naeun, we are their sheild. Any person that dare harms anyone in this place will not go on unpunished. This is my home. My world. Nothing ever goes unseen.
Big or small, I take care of it all. My home is my garden. My safe haven. It reminds me that I still have purpose. That I still "have life" in me.
I am Jung Krystal Soojung, the morning star, and I will protect what is mine with fire and ice.
That isn't a threat. It's a fact.